Don't Know Why
I wrote this in the morning. Dedicated to a special someone ~_^ HehehheI don’t know why,
You won’t keep out of my sight.
I don’t know why,
I can’t push you off my mind.
I don’t know why,
But I just want you by my side.
I don’t know why,
I want you in my arms.
I don’t know why,
There is no one better I can find.
I don’t know why,
But I choose to love only YOU.
Fasting + R/ship Talking
I am currently at home. Mama wanted me n Dini to coem home...I guess becoz after this, we won't know when will we be back again. I have exam coming up...so it's harder for me. I was quite reluctant to come home because of him. I didn't want to leave him alone...I know how he is when he's alone. So, it's better if I stay. But I have promised to come home...and I couldn't backed out on a promise. I never yet failed fulfilling any promises.
Tomorrow, I maybe going to OU or The Curve. Got stuff to buy...it's a bit costly for me. But I don't want to think much about it because if I do, I won't buy it. It's not that I don't want to sacrifice money or what but I have a life. And my life requires lots of money and I have no loans plus my parents don't give much. Kinda frustrating when you think about money and saving...and I am trying not to think much about it.
I haven't had a real relationship for so long and when I finally find myself in one, I was reminded of the things you face when you're in one. The bitter and sweet of it. The ups and downs. The struggle to keep up. The 'green' feeling. Oh, I am Happy. Really happy in mine. Not to say that I don't encounter all these things...I do. And I'm not saying it's easy...but I am going step by step.
Various people advised me this and that...some are worth looking into, some are not so. Then I realized, everyone has their own love/life story. So, I am creating my own life and love story, how about it? Positive advises are on my list...negative, I'd rather not listen to them.
Anyway, I better go to sleep. Or else I may not wake up in the morning for sahur. It's fasting month for us Muslims. And I'm having exams. So, I'm off. C u anytime...ChOwWWwzZzzaaAaa!!!
