Before I'm off...

Just a quick post before I shut this PC.

This is what's on my mind:

• Him - I soo miss him (although I only haven't seen him for a day).
• I need to go study for real
• I need to pack-up.
• Is he up yet? It's already 12 noon.
• What should I bring back to UKM?
• The clock's ticking and I haven't really study.
• Maybe I should go back at 3 o'clock.
• I can't seem to stop thinking of him.
• CSI on TV and I'm tempted.
• I miss him.

It's time for me to go. Or else, I won't ever shut this PC. So, til the next post. ChOwWwzzzZAaa!!

The Investigator

Like I said before, "Love is such a beautiful thing but also complicated." But even though complicated as it is, it doesn't stop me from embracing it. Love is really a beautiful feeling...so cherish it while it's there. And for me, not only while it's there because I hope that this love I have now will be here with me forever. So, I will keep it for the rest of my life. =)

Things have been great now...and I'm grateful for it. I guess the only problem is studies. Everything is going on a fast scale and I really hope that I could catch what I left behind. I'm having exam on Monday and there are 2 papers that I have to kill. I'll go study after this...

Oh yeah, at home right now...my cousin is here, Yaya. Many things happened. Found out that Mama is investigating my personal life, in specific, my love life. Dear Yaya told me that Mama asked her many questions about us girls and whether we have boyfriends or not. As I suspected, Mama is on my trail. But not in a bad way, alhamdulillahh...

Although I am on Cloud 9, my feet is still on the ground. I feel the reality and I know that no life and relationship goes as smooth as the flowing river. I hope that I am prepared for whatever comes and be strong to face it. I met his sister and had a chat with her. It surprised me of how easy it is for me to get along with her, although not a lot. But yeah, I don't feel awkward at all with her. It's fun to talk with her seriously. =)

Hm, actually there's more to talk about. But I'll keep that for the next post ok? For now, ChOwWzZAaA!!

Dental Emergency

Dear whoever,

I'm feeling on top of the world! (as of right now..).

So, that is how I'm feeling. Feels like telling just anybody that I am happy just where I am (all probs exempted). Huhuhuhu...life must have problems right?

Anyway, I'm at home. Did not plan to go home actually coz busy with Theatre but got emergency that forced me to do that. Had dental problem...hated it. Suddenly I have to do some pasting for my front tooth. The hole looks pretty scary...haha. And unfortunately for me, no dentist is opened on Sunday. Shoot! So tomorrow have to do it myself at Bangi.

I'm going back to UKM in about few minutes...after I have my Zohor prayers. And talking bout that, I'm late to do it. Already 4++pm. So, I better go. See you in the next post. ChOwWwzZZAaAaa!!!

For the sake of writing

Sepenuhnya aku...ingin memelukmu...mendekap penuh harapan...tuk mencintaimu...

Haha...that song has been on my head most of the time. Love that song!

Right now, I'm in the lab. Doing assignment - English. I am thinking of changing website for my web presentation. Initially I took the Xtion Paintball website but found it difficult to let it load on the fac's computer. So, now I decided to switch to F1 website. I have a mock presentation next week, so I got to prepare a little bit for it.

Life, has been interesting so far. Few emotional problems with Theatre group, KTR. Not too many probs with him...haha. Actually, we're pretty comfortable with our relationship. ♥ Hehehhe. Love him so.

Studies...I would say has its ups and downs. I missed class for a week because of bad fever. And unluckily enough, it was assignment week. Most of classes conducted were given assignments. But fortunately for me, my groups managed it for me. And I, of course, apologized to them for my absence. Now, I am trying to cover back what I missed...hopefully can do.

Nothing else to write actually. Just merely writing for the sake of writing? Ahahahahah =P
Hmmm...which F1 website should I take? Okk..ChOwWwZzZZzaaaAAaa!!

Now Playing : Menanti Sebuah Jawaban - Padi
Next Up : Pudar - Rossa

p/s: I have netball match today! Wish me luck k!

Perfect Password

A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter a password.. Something he will use to log on.The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect tobring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in

P...
E...
N...
I...
S...

His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied:
***PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***

p/s: Got this from Naz YowWzZa! Hahahahha

Menanti Sebuah Jawapan...

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu,
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu,
Seiring hujan kakiku bergetar,
Aku telah terpaut oleh cintamu,
Menyelusup hariku dengan harapan,
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu.

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu,
Mendekap penuh harapan,
Tuk mencintaimu,
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu,
Menanti sebuah jawapan,
Tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku,
Semoga kau tahu isi hatiku,
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar,
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku.

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu,
Mendekap penuh harapan,
Tuk mencintaimu,
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu,
Menanti sebuah jawapan,
Tuk memilikimu.

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu,
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu...

Skipping class...

Been quite a while since I wrote. Many, many things have happened. Also many ups and downs but thankfully I got through it. Realized that being open and honest with people paid off. I'm ok now...so far. I have great friends that supports me...even if some other people always laugh us off. But unfortunately, their lives are not as great as mine right now. Couple of them has crisis with their own respective partners. And I, as the ears to their probs, felt bothered a bit because I don't want him to do the same to me. I know that it hurts because I've been through a relationship where my then bf did not even bother to contact me even though he said he loved me and all. And I also felt worse things than that in my past relationships.

I really do pity my friends who are having relationship problems now. We girls always say that guys are hard to understand but then, I know that guys also feel the same way. In conclusion, both guys and girls are complicated. I won't say that my life right now is perfect in every way. I do have my shares of probs but luckily, I am able to get through it. I've been through worse than any of the stuff that has bothered me now.

Anyway, I got to go after this. I am skipping JAVA class...with Dudu. I am trying to be there for my friends when they are in need. So, before I log off, I will post another one with lyrics of the song that I really like right now. Hehe. ChOwWzZzaAaAAaa!!