Wonderrr

Discovered something. Mama had been asking my sis about him. Hermm....what's it about I wonder...

It's not bothering me so much...I'm just curious about what are being asked. I know that she's been suspecting all along. Come on...someone sending me back home, me driving someone's car to class, etc...there is every reason for her to be suspicious.

I guess I don't really care of hiding anything anymore. If she were to find out, let her find out by herself. I'm not going to tell. After that, maybe I'll admit hhuhuhuhu.

Today at my university, we had some election going on. You know, the uni politics kinda thing. I just went to vote just now. Done my part already. Fiuh! Truth is, I'm a bit lazy to go to class. Been feeling rather tired these days. Thought that I might be down with something but...maybe not. Well, hopefully not!

Nothing else to say. All I know is, tomorrow will be Cobaltte's birthday. Better not forget to wish him! I'm off now. ChOwWWwzZZzzaAAaaa!!!

just a thought...

I Miss Him...♥

just a day...

It's bizarre the way life really is. The way your mood can go up and down in just matter of minutes. It's a continuous wheel, non-stop. I don't know how to explain. Because yesterday, I had an up and down feeling. It came so fast and it goes just as quickly as it came (well, not so. It wanders around quite a while).

I discovered something today. My JAVA exam, which was supposed to be on the 27th, was dragged forward to 16th! Oh my god! I am sooo not ready for it!! I'm gonna be dead! Help me~~~ Anyone knows JAVA? Can teach me an intense course in 2 weeks? Waaa~~~

Gosh..I'm a bit hungry now. But I am toooo lazy to go eat. Besides, I don't wanna eat heavy meals what so ever. I'll be fine if I only eat roti telur or something like that. Hmm...dunkin donut will do too! Hehehhe. Hmm..maybe I should go eat after JAVA class at 5. I'm sure by that time, I'm hungry as hell! If he knows this, I'll be half-dead maybe? Kikikiki.

Anyway, better go. I want 2 study JAVA. Got quiz after this. C ya later. ChOwWwzZzzaaAaa!!

12 Pound Nugget Of Gold

A Husband and Wife, Both were very happy over the twelve pound baby boy that was born to them. Mr. Brown who could not conceal his delight, called up the editor of a famous newspaper and reported that he became the proud owner of a twelve pound nugget of gold.

The editor upon hearing the seemingly extraordinary news was rather hesitant to accept it at its face value. So he sent his star reporter to interview Mr. Brown.
When the reporter came, Mr. Brown was away and his wife was alone at home. The following interesting conversation took place between the reporter and Mrs. Brown:

Reporter : Does Mr. Brown Live here?
Mrs. Brown : Oh! Yes.

Reporter : Is he in?
Mrs. Brown : Why no, he went somewhere.

Reporter : Is it true that he owns a twelve pound nugget of gold?
Mrs. Brown : (Seeing the joke) Yes, indeed.

Reporter : Can I see the place where he found it?
Mrs. Brown : I am afraid, not because Mr. Brown objects in as much as it is strictly private.

Reporter : Is the place far?
Mrs. Brown : No, it is quite near and convenient.

Reporter : How many years has Mr. Brown been digging the hole?
Mrs. Brown : Just for about ten months.

Reporter : Is the hole deep?
Mrs. Brown : Quite so...

Reporter : Has Mr. Brown reached the bottom of it?
Mrs. Brown : Not yet, but he is coming near...

Reporter : At about what time does Mr. Brown starts digging?
Mrs. Brown : Oh, he does his digging mostly at night.

Reporter : Does he work hard on it?
Mrs. Brown : You bet...........and how he perspires.

Reporter : Is Mr. Brown the first to dig?
Mrs. Brown : He thought he was...

Reporter : How do you know there was someone ahead of him?
Mrs. Brown : I am in a good position to say so, because I own the place.

Reporter : Oh, I see, but you sold the place to Mr. Brown?
Mrs. Brown : No, but for the present, he has the legal title to the site, with my consent.

Reporter : Has Mr. Brown any helper when he works on the claim?
Mrs. Brown : Yes, I work under him...

Reporter : When do you think Mr. Brown will sell the place?
Mrs. Brown : I think not because he enjoys working on it.

Reporter : Can I see the twelve pound nugget of gold?
Mrs. Brown : Yes, certainly (and she showed him the twelve pound baby boy).

P.S.: The reporter had to be taken to the hospital in an ambulance.

ILynn says : Hehehehehe ^_^ (Thanks Naz for the joke!)

Nothing to do eh...

1. FAVORITE BREAKFAST IS..
:: bread

2. THE MOVIE I'VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF...
:: let me see...dunno

3. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL...
:: history

4. SPEND MY LEISURE TIME
:: reading and internet-ing

5. WORST SMELL?
:: vomit? or a dead thing's smell.

6. IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
:: BMW!!

7. FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
:: hmm...fold clothes? heheheh + a bit of cooking when i have the mood (i don't cook much though)

8. WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMT OF BECOMING A
:: detective of all things!

9. FAVORITE COLOR/s?
:: BLUE, black, purple

10.FAVORITE PERFORMER(S)?
:: I can name a lot...some are like JLo, Xtina etc

11. THREE THINGS I CAN'T FORGET BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL?
:: handphone, watch and matric card

12. I'D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS....
:: a nice person altthough with many perks. hahaah

13. SPECIALITY IN COOKING?
:: I bake a lot like cakes & cookies. If real cooking...Italian anyone?

14. PRESENT CRUSHES?
:: My bf.

18. FAVORITE HANG-OUT?
:: Mapley hahahah

19. BEST GIFT YOU'VE RECEIVED?
:: Him. =)

20. GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT?
:: Confidential ;)

This is the result when you miss someone

Just wrote something today. This is it:

Can't stop thinking,
When you're in my mind 24 / 7,
Can't stop missing,
When you're not in my sight,
Can't stop loving,
When ypu're in my heart all the time.

Won't stop thinking,
Because you're the one I care about,
Won't stop missing,
Because your hands are not in mine,
Won't stop loving,
Because all I want most is you.

327 PM; 15 Sept 2005

The Blower's Daughter

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice <-- I really like this song now! =)

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes of you (6x)

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes of you (6x)

Did I say that I love you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my mind...My mind...my mind...'Till I find somebody new

What's good...

That's my Baby Taz. =) The one he gave me last Sunday. I was so thrilled and happy getting it. Now at night Taz is always beside me...huhhhuhu. It's sooo cuddly!! Yeaaaa~~~! Love him so much! (But even if he didn't give me Taz, I still love him more right..thehehehhe).

Today, 13 September. Wow...another few hours, and I'll be 20. But truthfully, I already felt 20. Maybe because I've been through much then..and also now. So, I feel like I've been living for so long. Twenty...and already happy with what I have (although the thing that I don't have is wealth. Gotta work first.)

Today, nothing much happen yet. Just went breakfast this morning with him. And he insisted on bringing me somewhere in the occasion of my birthday. Although I said that it's okay, that it's no need to (because what matters to me is being with him, which is more than enough already), but eventually I just agreed. If that's what he really want to do, then okay. Kuturutkan jela sayang...

Tomorrow, luckily no lab. So no 9 am class. But I have to prepare for cognitive exam at 12. And fortunately, objective questions! Fiuh!! No problem, I can do it. =)

Yesterday, after my English class, went out with Fiza to this restorant called Sarina. We just drank and eat fries and of course, our usual girl talk. Man, it's been quite some time since we really spend time together. Then, we went to Warta to buy some stuff and talk some more. Hehehe. Me & Fiza. Back together. (Doesn't that sounds weird? Hahahhahah).

Gotta chow now. So, til next time. ChOwWWwzZZZaAaa!!!

Today, the Heart feels...

What a weekend! I thought all settled, but still...there's more. I think God wants me to endure all these hardship to make me a better person and to let me know how hard life really is when you have to consider someone else besides you. It's not a negative thing...but it's a learning phase in my life.

I am so touched and also bewildered for the fact that he stays with me although I have hurt him so much. He has done a lot for me and no one has ever been that way to me, ever. I am saddened by the fact that I can't give so much...that I can't give everything that I wish I can give. But I am trying my best to do what I can, to be there for him and not to hurt him in any way. Yes, I know I am human, and I don't know what my mistakes are. Although I try to be perfect for him, there is no way I can be, right? Gosh, why can't I be what he wanted me to be? Okay, okay. Because I am me. Salwa also have told me that I don't have to pretend. Just be me. Gosh, I love him more than I ever loved anyone...

Reality check ILynn! Anyway...today is Mom's birthday. Wished her already...yea! Since being with him, I have been trying to not quarrel with my family. Or maybe it's also the fact that I don't go back home as often anymore (and my money is getting lesser by day). But all in all, I'm glad that there are very less shoutings at home (except from the ever tempered Dini).

Know what? I'm just contented here, now. My heart says that I'll be okay. My head always want to think. But I want my heart to give more and my head to think more of the good stuff. I think I'll just exist here and just live. Til next time...I'm signing out. ChOwWwzzZzZaaaaAa!!

Sticking with what I have...

In the lab. Lab 9 specifically. With him and Adam here. Of course, they are busy with their own Net stuff anyway. Yesterday, I suddenly felt a bit pissed off. Well, not exactly pissed...in our Malay word, bengang. It's of something that I took rather personally even though it's nothing really. But I guess, I don't want changes. I hope that things would get better though.

This week studies are hectic. Juggling with many stuff. Projects, exams, going out and presentations. I'm pretty beat actually...haven't slept much these past few days. Slept late, woke up early at 5 am. And today, Salwa and I decided to fast. It's Syaaban and it's good to fast. =)

Wow...this lab is cold! I'm going to freeze in here..brrrr~ I don't really know what to write. I guess I haven't write in a while. Busy, busy, busy. Plus the fact that I'm always in UKM and not at home. However, I'm going back this Friday. Yippeee! Mom has been asking if I would come back this weekend. I know why ;) hehehe it's birthday weekend!

Oh, two days ago I met Ina, my cousin, who came by KPTM because she had to do some lab work. Brought him with me. And it was a good meet-up. Much sakat-ing from him (the usual). But whatever he does, he is still the best guy ever! =D Wish that my family would see how happy I am with him. But...it'll have to wait. Hehehe. That's a bit soon. Actually, I am happy but there's always stuff that threatens and I don't like that. My feelings won't change but I don't like the way the environment and our consciences changing our relationship.

Oookay ILynn. That's enough. You're thinking too much (Am I?). Anyway, I better go. Got studies to concentrate on. All in all, I have to be strong and believe in us and my own life.
Right now, I'll stick by with what I have. =)