Hati Perempuan

Got inspired in the morning (while in the shower) and wrote this in my mind. It may be because of my now lovely life and because of Salwa's story of her bf. A bit cheesy here but I hope you can bear it with me k. Just comment if you must. Thanks! =)

Hati perempuan senang bergolak,
Perlu sentiasa diberitahu bahawa dia disayangi.
Hati perempuan sentiasa mencari yang terbaik,
Kerna dia hanya mahu cinta yang terbaik untuk dirinya.
Hati perempuan mudah berasa kecil,
Kerna dia sering menganggap dirinya tak setanding yang lain.
Hati perempuan sering tertanya,
Kerna dia tidak mahu diperbodohkan.
Hati perempuan selalu menguji,
Kerna mahu mengetahui tahap kesetiaannya.
Hati perempuan adalah rapuh,
Kerna takut andai ditinggalkan.
Hati perempuan boleh berubah-ubah,
Dia bisa berfikir dua kali.
Hati perempuan mudah ragu,
Tidak yakin ada yang menyintai ke akhir hayatnya.
Hati perempuan sentiasa menginginkan,
Kasih dan sayang dari yang tersayang.
Hati perempuan hanya mahukan,
Dirinya dihargai dengan layanan yang setulusnya.
Hati perempuan cuma mengharapkan,
Satu Cinta yang bahagia hanya untuk dirinya seumur hidup.

Dini and UIA

Back in UKM. At the lab now. Waiting to go to English. Anyway, my sister got into UIA. Haha...she's never been away from home. Moreover, it's UIA!! Knowing her, I know she's down about the whole thing. She dreamt of going to private college taking mass comm or sumthing related. But yeah, yesterday me and my parents sent her there (I have to carry the big heavy bag for her!).

And also I found out another thing. Sadly, she broke up with Hafiz. Man, I really liked the guy. He's nice to me at least even though a bit 'skema' and very the good innocent (not really) kinda person. Anyhow, I did expect this to happen sooner or later coz Nor has been telling me a little about her probs with Hafiz. Oh...and secretly, if she ended up with Hanif (her best guy friend), I will not be surprised either. Why? Haha...Hanif used to have a big crush on her and now, looking at the fact that she's soo close to him (in terms of friendship), anything can happen. As for my opinion, I don't object. =) Hanif is a fine guy too. In fact, I used to encourage her to give that guy a chance (she did not though).

So, that's about it. Nothing much been going on in my part of life (haha as if!). =P Nah...not telling it now. Maybe later if I feel generous to blab about my pretty great life now. Hehehe. I got to go now. Forgot that I haven't done my English exercise. See you next time. ChOwWwWzZzZaAAaa!!!

The Gesture

I got back from UKM yesterday. He sent me home. =) But that is not why I'm writing. It is because of his gesture. Coincidencely, when he was about to gerak from my house, Mama got back from fetching my last sis at tuition. I saw his car was about to stop but I thought none of it and just went into the house straight away. But the truth is, he wanted to stop and just kind of introduced himself to Mama.

When I knew that, it made me feel flattered + shocked because none of my other guy friends ever did that. It proved that he is definitely different and okay, to me, something special. =) Mama asked about him after that but I did not elaborate much. Only today I told her that about his intention to stop his car, meet her and all. And guess what? She liked the fact that he's like that! She said it was a really nice gesture from a friend of mine and compared that to my other guy friends' action if they were given the same situation. I think she kind of suspected or something...but just kept quiet and did not ask THE question (but it's not like I am hiding the truth...we're not a couple or anything).

It did not stop there though. She asked who else was in the car when we went out in the day. I sneakily skipped that one. Hehehe. I'm quite good at changing topic I guess. = P However, although I'm in the clouds with these feelings going on in me, I have to remind myself of the real fact. I have no rights to just go out and say things as if he is my own. Because he is not.

It does not matter if I get jealous (although so far there is only one time) or if I just want him with me...because in the end, I have to realize that we're like this now. Not that I am complaining much (I don't deny that my mind sometimes wonder) because people always say, "If you're meant to be, you will be." Anyhow, I will just be here now. Cherishing the moment that I have. I am happy as for now, and pray to God I'll be happy for future to come. =)

Kk..I think that's too much for this post. I'll be off. See ya friends! ChOwWwZZzaaAaa!!

Why football is played for 45 minutes?

Haha...interesting (and cheeky) theory. Have a good laugh at this boys n girls!

This is a damn good joke.

Why football is played for 45 minutes?
Those who thought of this must have lots of time
Why people play football for 45 minutes, not 30 minutes or 1 hour?
Even the sports scientist and some of the senior players could not give the right answer.
In that confusing situation one person came up with a reasonable answer.

He said......."The reason people play this game for
45 minutes is...
There are 2 teams and there are 11 players in each team.
Each player brings his own '2 balls'
So in total there are 44 balls.
There is one ball on the ground itself. Thus the grand total is 45!"

Question Answered !!!
sometimes there is extra time of 2 mins which is the referee's balls! It's a joke!

When a Guy...

Got this from Friendster. Shu posted it on the bulletin. So here it is:

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you are..

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you are.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after a while,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Misses You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says "I love you",
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immediately.

Souvenirs

At home now. Tomorrow going to move in into my room at AMIN. So, early morning have to carry my bag of clothes there. Oh well, have to.

My mood, good now. I had an hour of sleep in my room before going back home. He sent me and gave me the souvenirs that he bought while he was outstationing. I kept my promise and only looked at the stuff at home. Baik kan me..? heheheh. Well, got back home and Mama was kind of waiting for me. Then only I looked at what he gave me, with my Mom by my side; asking who gave and all. Haha..only said, "Kawan Yana bagi, blablabla," and that is about it.

I absolutely loved the Kangaroo and the Guitar! Kangaroo - cute! A bit like a squirrel hehe. Guitar - I just squealed when I saw it. =D Both are already glued to my school bag (I like to make full use of things that people give me). And also, there's this kind of crystal thing (similar) and a nice looking girl statue. =) Those are already in my room. Hehe. Much thanks to him! ♥

Guess that's it for now. Til tomorrow maybe if I have the time to go online at lab. ChOwWwzZzZaaAaa!!

2nd Day back at Uni

Right about now, I'm in the lab at my fac. Not feeling too perky or anything. Can't explain what I'm feeling but definitely something I don't like. Plus the fact that I am bored. Got about 45 mins to next class.

Oh, great (but not so great) news. I got into AMIN. Yeah, the first day I went there to appeal, I got it there and then. But there is one problem for me. Morning classes and bus system. It's not going to be convenient for me and I'm sure I will be late for classes if I take the bus. So..I'm just wondering and surviving for the meantime. Wait until Haikal got his motorbike and then, every morning, I'll probably go to classes with him. Well, we set it up already. Yeah! Thanks a lot to Haikal (just have to make sure he go to classes)!

Hmm..classes. So far, still surviving. And my friend at my side is looking at his profile...I'm just keeping quiet. Who cares right? As long as she doesn't know who. Because she claimed earlier just now that she suspected something and said she may know who and stuff. Gladly, it looks now that she had no clue. Well, she's always out to know what's going on with my life anyway. Used to it.

Going back home at about 4 pm. That's it for now. Still feeling bored and not so up in the mood. So then, I'm off. ChOwWWwwZzzZaAaaa!!

Not chatting....

Well, it's already 12 midnight. I'm not chatting with him. We're getting ready to enter uni. He's probably packing. And me, going to write appeal letter after this. I have to be ready with a few letters. Tomorrow, going to Kolej AMIN to appeal. Monday, to Kausar. And maybe Burhan. We'll see how it goes. I'm also praying that I get Dato' Onn. Appealed there before went off holiday.

As about now, apart from all these 'rayuan' stuff and registration subjects on Monday, I am just thinking of him (isn't there a day that I don't think of him now?). I may not say it often or say it to him just now, but I do miss him. Even while doing some work like just now - recovering the house computer from a hell of bad spywares and fixing a tall lamp - he's on my mind. Crazy am I?

It's not like I haven't tried shutting it off, but I found that it was of no use. I knew already that I'm stuck here. And I am actually enjoying this. Now just enjoying, but drawn into. Everyday...there seems to be more reasons for me to stay, for me to love. It is a new journey...new things to explore, interesting stuff may appear, obstacle may come, clean and bumpy paths waiting ahead...and I am all prepared. =)

And this is ILynn reporting from home. Hehe. Til next time. ChOwWWwZZzAaAaa!!

Current fave : Segudang Cinta - Ada Band
Playing now : Sesuatu Yang Indah - Padi Cover (dunno who sang)
Next up : To Be With You - Mr. Big
Mood : Miss him...

If A Girl...

Someone posted this at the Friendster's Bulletin and I just copy and paste. Haha..just for fun. Something for girls to see and learn from it. Something for guys to wonder about it and relate.

If ur girl is willing to be with through all
pain n problems it means she really loves u n she
is willing to endure all the pain u face....would u
wanna let go of ur girl...the only one who loves u
truly?

If ur girl is happy for u no matter what ur
happy about its means that she willing to share ur
joy n happiness even if at that moment she is goin
through pain....would u wanna let go of ur
girl....the only one who truly loves u?

If ur girl tells u that she loves the way u
hold,touch n embrace her it means that
she is letting u noe that ur special to her n that
she loves everything about u.....would u
wanna let go of ur girl...the only one who loves u?

If ur girl always says that ur better than her
in all field it means that she always wans to b
number two after u n she always wans u there to
guide her through her life n most importantly she
respects u....would u wanna let go of ur girl....the
only one who loves u?

If ur girl never gives up n always waits for u
patiently no matter how long it takes for u
to come back to her it means that she never
wanna b without u n ur the only one in her heart n
the one she truly loves......would u wanna let go of
ur girl....the only one who loves u?

If ur girl never asks u why u never say 'i
love u' to her as often as she does it means that
she's trying her best to understand ur situation n
she doesnt wanna u to get sick of her
complaning.it means she really loves u n
she's so damn understanding....would u wanna let
go of ur girl...the only one who loves u?

If ur girl never rushes u into a relationship
even after u confess ur feelings to her just bcoz
u told her to wait for u till ur work is done it
means dat she is willing to wait for u for the
rest of her life just to hear the word 'yes i wanna
b with u' bcoz she loves only u n she's willing to
sacrifice it....would u wanna let go of ur girl...the
only one who loves u?

If ur girl cries for u just bcoz she misses u
it means that she always wants to be wit u n
she only feels secure when she's wit u....would u
wanna let go of ur girl....the only one who loves u?

there is a lot that a girl would do for a guy
she loves but sometimes guys just dun seem 2
understand that.

When Things Are Just The Way You Like It...

Finally! Went out today. Yeahh! =D But nowhere too far. Just OU. With who? Hehehehhehe. With him. Yeap. *smiles* He came all the way from his place to mine and that has already made me feel...hmm...something else. ;)

Anyway, went watching movie, Batman Begins. Comments? Haha..it was a good movie. But with many poyo macho elements in it ahahahhaha. Many explosions scenes in the movie and the real actions were nearly at the last part. I found the bat tank to be very nice for a starter. It has good stuff that comes with it although it's very big and detectable. But nonetheless, enjoyed the movie (even though the aircond was soo soo cold!!). Nothing much after that at OU. Just bersiar-siar around OU, window shopping, talk and laugh a lot. Hahahahaha!

I bought a cap! With Tazmania imprinted on it. It's sooo cute! I've been wearing a headgear (cap/hat/bandana) quite often and decided that it's time for me to get a proper cap. And I did today. New guitar picks for me today since I kept losing it. The guys always borrow and misplaced it. Oh well...

So..I guess that's a short account of today. Hehehe. My mood? One of the best ;) I'm a bit tired...but it's alll good! Oh yeah...news about hostel thingy. My friend told me I can stay at her room while I'm appealing if I want to. But I said to her that I may be staying with her 2 days a week. But if I feel leceh to ulang-alik, I'll consider in staying there first.

So that's it. ChOwWWzZzzzAaAaa!!!

Boredom...

I'm at home. This is the last week of my long looong holiday. And boredom is starting to get me. Seriously, I am so bored at home. All I do is online, watch TV, eat/drink, online again, watch TV again...etc etc. Typical routine day huh?

At times, if I'm lucky enough, the guys call up to hang out. But since now is the time everybody head back to studying, lepaking has become rare. Except for weekends I guess. Even if we hang out at mamak in the evening, there's not much to talk about. Just enjoy big laughs together.

I'm prepared to go through a week to and fro from house to classes. Naf and Crip will be the ones helping me out in sending to komuter and taking me back from there. Except I may have to stay two nights at UKM. Maybe I'll ask Shidot if she's willing to have me over for two nights a week. Hopefully can.

Okk, actually I'm pretty sleepy. Gotta dash off. ChOwWwZZzaaAAaa!!

Life-less Sunday

What a boring Sunday! Staying home and doing practically nothing (except bit of TV watching and onlining). Suggested to Abah to go to Low Yat and he told me he had work to do. Now is already 5 pm and I don't see him going anywhere at all! He's watching TV and sleeping! I'm not pissed or anything but I am just sooo boreddd...! =(

Plus the fact that I am missing him a lot...and yeah, obviously staying home is not helping in lessening that feeling. Nor is also feeling very very bored. Maybe we can both lure Abah to go to Dunkin Donut after this? Hmm...not a bad idea. We'll just say that we're really really bored and feels like we have no life (that's a bit over huh? Haha)...and we want to go out. Even if bringing us for a ride around Damansara and Penchala is enough already. We need outside air!

Okk...let's go with the plan...hahahahha. I'll update with the resukts ;) ChOwWWzzzZzZZAAAaAaa!!!

I Find It Hard 2 Say...But...

Been surfing a lot and doing nothing a lot too. =P The guys invited me to joined futsal but because they are going at midnight, I simply refused. Wanted to go online actually. Besides, I don't really have the mood to go out late because I planned to go to Low Yat tomorrow.

Anyway, we had our school's reunion at Ayob's house which is okay, fun I guess. Watched AF concert while I was there. I like Yazer no matter what. And Marsha had replaced that empty spot in me since Idayu's departure. But I still like Idayu ok. She has talent! Oh..two were out. Amy (finally!) and Reza.

These days, not to say things are different but there is just that 'sparkle' that live in me. I actually don't have guts to tell all this and I always keep stuff inside me. I get embarrased when I feel something more. I don't know why. But after I had quite a talk with Fiz (at the reunion), I realized it's a small thing. Just go with the flow. Be bold but in a moderate kind of way. So, the real deal is...I'm thinking a lot about someone..and missing him a lot for that matter now.

Funny ain't it? I rarely say that openly. Missing him...WOW. But as of right now, let's not care about it. Reminder : Don't think too much. Go with the flow. If in the end, it's not going +ve, I will have to accept although I admit, I think I will be disappointed and probably hurt. I have to try to be open. All that I'm facing and will be facing are all things to be learnt in the future.

Ermm...I guess that's it for now. Dunno else what I should say. Can I go now? ChOwWWwzZZzaaAAaa!!

Idea-less Day

Today was just a typical at home. It's quite boring you see. Well, like usual, chatting is the activity and doing some otehr stuff but I guess went you chat a lot, eventually you'll come to a point where you don't know what else to talk about. But I guess some silences are no harm. Sometimes, silence is good. Not silence treatment though.

Tonight, going to watch Unleashed. The guys practically wanted me to go although it all seemd poyo. Haha..come on..you can't expect me to believe that they won't go just because I'm not watching rite? I know better hehehe. But then, I also know it's just their bait to get me to watch. Oh well, since I'm a niceee person *cough, cough* I'll go watch the movie.

Had this whole new thing..but maybe that's just for me to know. Not for you to find out ;) What else? Just got my cheque yesterday. Haven't cashed it yet. Maybe tomorrow or Monday. Mom is nagging again. This time about getting college thingy. I told her that I did not secure one..and now only she had the nerves to nag me. She should have done that earlier.

Uhh..okk2. I'm soo blank. Wanted to go jogging..but soo lazy. Duno what else to do...dunno what else to talk about..hmm....guess I'm out now. ChOwWwzzzZaAAaaa!!