Married to Happiness

It's been a while since I posted new entry. But it doesn't matter right? These few weeks has been full of something I guess. My ups and downs in life, my practical thingy, etc. If you read my malay blog, you should know.

I'm in the phase of changing. Myself. Into a better person. Hopefully. And into becoming a much stronger, positive and mature person. I have to do this for the sake of my future and of course, my relationship. Serious relationship in fact. We've planned and we plan to make it work.

For the meantime, I think I'm happily married to happiness. Haha. Well, I'm happy for these past days and I intend to be happy for the next few weeks too. Hopefully (again). People say if you act happy, eventually that feeling just takes over you. And I am currently trying to achieve that. Thank God, so far it has proven to be very true.

I answer the phone (to my boyfriend) with happiness, and I found myself being able to accept that he is far from me yet we can meet if I just take time to be patient. Believe me, I haven't felt like that for quite some time now. And I feel happy to be able to get that feeling back! Yea! I am most grateful that people around me (mostly them being friends I haven't actually met in real life), are encouraging me and supporting me throughout this phase. Really, I feel so blessed!

I love my bf, I love my friends (yes, that means YOU!) and I am loving the new me (I am determine to make it last). Virgo is a strong sign. And although I fell, it's time for me to get back up again and re-show my strength. Bluevirgo, you go girl!!

Hehehe.